AULD LANG SYNE.....

see you guys soon...stay happy and smile always everyone...

Is hard for me to keep up your step...
I am not a "iguana" i can't keep changing my mind once i had set...
But you the way you keep changing plan make me feel insecure...
But no matter what i still willing to change..and is all because of you...
I still trust you and as usual I still LOvE you...

xOxO..

Truth or Lie??

I never lie to you or hide something from you for a long time

and that is why i hope you also don't hide something or lie to me..

but if you do please tell me right now don't let me become the one who find out the truth..

it may be the day i known u as a friend or .....

you know...

so please...Don't Lie...

Moment of Truth

Hmmxzz...seems like i gotta stop eatin' bread for like few days...and then weeks.

When can i buy my bread back??

Infect i gotta fear on myself....few weeks left for me...

I so gonna miss my island...my friends...my family...

I really gonna miss u guys...

NO matter where i'll be u guys will always be on my mind...

Park, Kazk, Kimichii(the supermodelz and the spend the most time with since high school)

Raff (the Bl@ir tht alwiz be there when i needed)

Arthit ( the genius and my proud BFF alwiz)

Mei (the caring sis of mine n S.H.E. fans 4eva)

Nady (the cutest but the loudest one)

Zhi Ee(the last innocent gurl in town n another S.H.E. fans 4eva)

Thanusha (the sweet indian lady and future success psycho-logist)

Michelle (the closest from enemy to friend buddy..bitchelle!!)

Kartygan (my brother i found after 20 years..humphrey forever)

Mugesh (my 'HEAD' n the 'Newbie' in my life)

and others...

oh yea Nathan (donkey...)"dunnit la..gonna see u soon too...haha

Thank to all of you..all this while share the tears n joy with me...i so so gonna miss u guys....

I may look normal..but i kindda fear on leaving...

is like u loose so many thing in one freaking day..

Leaving TGIF is also a huge step for me...

A place currently i work the longest time...

I may look like wanna leave the place A.S.A.P.

but actually i really gonna miss this place...

this is where i met alot of great peoples...

this is where i grow up and gain experience...

this is where i learn bout humanity...

it may have good and bad memory in it..

but no matter what..i still gonna miss this place...

at least i was something rather than nothing inside there...

Finally....

27 days left...is not long is not short...

let the time pass n we will see..i just gonna treasured every moment...

-XOXO-

j.Humphrey

#PS: Mr Rossi: i think u may be reading my blog...words that i wana say it to u...

Sir, you may be thought i hate you or what, yea i do sometime i hate u like damn much when arguing with you...cuz juz feel like u never listen to what people say..but there also times that enjoy hanging with you like "talk slowly" and others... i know there is how things happen in working place.. Anyway best of luck sir...thx for meeting u..

A bread a day, keeps my depression away...

People who understand this...

I just love my "bread"...

Haha..XoXo..

It's over..

I am no longer the person that always be there for you...
I am no longer the person that will help you ever again...
I am no longer the person that will follow you to eat supper...
I am no longer the person that will listen to your problem...
I am no longer the person that will call u up to work...
I am no longer the person that u think that would never betray you...
I am no longer the person that will care so much bout you...
I am no longer the person that i spend my time with...
I am no longer the person that snapping your photos...
I am no longer the person that singing songs with you...
I am no longer the person that i tell secrets and gossips to...

and finally...

I AM NO LONGER THE PERSON THAT USE TO LOVE YOU...

You can say what ever you want to others..
You can say i let you feel betrayed..i don't care..
You can say i hurt you very bad...i don't care..
You can say how hard and sincere you find that "stuff"...i don't care..
You can say how bad you can't repay everything...i don't care..
You can say how much i have change...i don't care..
You can say how mean i am to you...i don't care..
You can say how unappreciative am i...i don't care..

but one thing..

BEFORE YOU CAN SAY ABOUT ME WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT YOURSELF...

At least I still have true friends...do you??
At least I am in love with other which are much better than you...can you??
At least I have someone to share to if i have problems...did you??
At least I don't have to cry alone and no one give a DAMN...aren't you??

but one good thing...

AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO SAD AND CRY BECAUSE OF YOU...THANK YOU!!

O.V.V.S stay away from my life and don't try to influence people who close to me and try to get sympathy from them..BULLSHIT...you have try hard enough to convince me that you are still the good one?? Sorry, your time is just way to over for me... I am really happy enough to have my "ROTI" with me...